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[sid] => 118505
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => The Hidden Life
[time] => 2006-04-17 17:40:11
[hometext] => This is basically the first poem I have written, thought it was a cool concept
[bodytext] => The Hidden Life – Glad you can join me, come on in Be prepared to learn about your so-called friend, Words can’t describe what you will soon see, Scratch out what you once knew before Cause this is the real me… So what are you in for? Where are you, you ask? Somewhere no one ventures, Enter a place behind my mask The gates will open to a place of mystery Consider yourself lucky This will be marked down in history From this point on the world will know the truth, A girl is disconnected like a phone in the telephone booth All will learn why she would rather be gone Nothing more than a goodbye letter found at early dawn A scene from a horror movie, you jokingly see thrilling Well, my life is a movie that is paused on the killing, And let me just tell you its not exciting nor fine My life is a strange kind of normal not even Webster can define Watch out for my fears, they will eat you alive Come one come all watch her try survive From the panic that slowly creeps up your back Every time you swallow, ready waiting to attack As you race your hand across the cold, hard walls The endless lyrics is all that you recall Let me explain the meaning for this You see music is the only thing inside me that exists Stepping over the demons, chained to the wall Take a look at my past, ignored by all See that little girl as happy as can be, Let’s just say I learned young Inside a locket, that lost its key Hear a scream, loud crashes that don’t belong Don’t worry I was used to it Forced to keep quiet and forced to be strong Let me introduce you, I don’t think you have met This is my father, Haunting my life in a way I will never forget Overwhelmed aren’t you, not what you expected Didn’t know the real me, that’s what I suspected Think the journey’s over Well you’re in for a surprise Get ready for more secrets, get ready for more lies Watch the warning signs, flashing lights along your path For you might stumble upon the dragon that is my wrath Over to your left just below the thundery skies Lies the peaceful waterfall, with secrets well hidden in disguise What you may not realize is that the water are my tears, Tears that I have held in for way to many years As you walk through the hallway glancing at walls all around Notice the pictures all hung upside down, Why is this you ask? Well its simple you see My life as been fake since birthday number three Frame by frame cardboard cut out I stand A smile that is so perfect it had to be planned Comfortable with this place you take a closer look The floors form a design, like a cover of a book This pattern is made up with all my scars, Well you helped create them so lets just call them “ours” Just when you think you have seen it all, Your knees start to shake, almost collapse and fall On the walls written in blood you read “What I Really Think” with other words that bleed As you read this remember it comes from the heart Everything you say, it tears me apart Your eyes widen as you hit the first line, Appreciate these words, I can honestly say there all mine You may see a happy girl on the outside But look deep within And you will see a girl who is dying to break out of her own skin, You sit there and laugh like it’s all just a game When your unaware just how horrible the pain Kills like a bone that is too weak to heal And loses the feeling of love that is real Think everyone is your enemy, out to get you But everyone knows you are the enemy, its clearer than the tattoo That will stay on your body, like a sign Stay Away For people who unlike you don’t like to get betrayed You bring me down with no hesitation, Well your words turned static Time for me to find a new station I give up my own life for the sake of you Send thank you cards to my address But I’m warning you I am through I am through with this feeling that doesn’t go away For once in my life I want to walk to skies that aren’t gray But no, no that isn’t how it goes, I will always be stuck in a world that I can’t control Just understand that you make my life worse Stay away and leave me alone! You’re a witches deadly curse I signed my name in one shaky line Wishing and praying that this would be the sign That I’m not okay stuck in traffic on this road Can someone please tell me am I missing some code? As the room turns black, Yes you’re free to go, All is said is said, no more to show So as I pass by you, just sitting with a glare Remember ever detail of the night and beware That yes my mask its on but you know what’s its hiding A life filled with anger, a life that is colliding [comments] => 1 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 6 [informant] => 4everbroken [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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