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[aid] => mick
[title] => lost... on a dug, that kills you emotionally
[time] => 2006-04-29 10:33:41
[hometext] => these are some of the poems i wrote in hospital about the effects off being injected with tranquiliers, and the ways in with it forced me to see things... (TRIGGERING!)
[bodytext] => i'm artifual sad hours seems longer eyes so emotionless my body is drugged ... i've had ENOUGH! but there's no way out, and it makes me feeel SO down! ... they injected me, coz i punched myself, ... so i could stop the screaming... I CUT MYSELF TODAY! i needed some reality, SO I CUT IT ALL AWAY! now my head hurts, proberly from hittting it so, ... and the room is blurred, and the sound, echoes... i'm calm. (they stole my energy's away) i'm torn, and full of insecurities. my arm hurts. and i'm started to feewl drousy. little seems well, and i'm back in dream world surrounding (unfinished) [comments] => 1 [counter] => 183 [topic] => 32 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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