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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => You Never Were...
[time] => 2006-07-30 16:16:16
[hometext] => Infertility
[bodytext] => How is it that I miss you? I long to hold and kiss you My mind is always searching after your chubby face and your laughter. I wish to sing your favorite songs I wished for you for so long but you never were. How is it that I dream of you? I know the things you'd love to do cartoon mornings, baking sweets blowing kisses on your tiny feet. Incredibly real to me you seem I know these are empty dreams Because you never were. How is it that I grieve? You never were concieved. it isnt like I lost my son you didnt pass away yet I mourn your loss more and more each day. there is a nursery in my heart but it will never be For years I tried, the countless times I cried - infertility. And you never were. How is it that you seem so real? A burning memory sometimes I think of you and feel I've lost my sanity. But I know you realy were You were the hopes and dreams and faith of one who really wanted to be a mom. I mourn the loss of that hope and you see You never were a child but you were a part of me. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 230 [topic] => 65 [informant] => sabradees [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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