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Killing Someone With Kindness Is So 2005 Part II
Contributed by
xo__clandestine
on
Tuesday, 14th November 2006 @ 09:55:47 PM in AEST
Topic:
fantasy
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Youd think I was Ms. Ideal, but Im really just misunderstood.
I cant help I desire what I do. Can I take my transformation back?
I dont want to make others suffer, but I have to if I want to survive.
I need to end this life. Just take the ax and lacerate, strike, hack.
I want to endure what I have made the thousands of others go through.
I know the sorrow of having to abscond from family, I had to leave mine.
I had no hint that you suffered more than physical pain inside your heart.
I didnt intend to create anymore of me, my horror, my class, my kind.
If I was given the chance, I would take it all back. My alteration mostly.
I cant. I cant even if I could go in the past and change it all around.
Its all so confusing, but Im exhausted of being who I am, a monster.
If I get killed-- if I commit suicide --I promise I wont make a sound.
I cant breathe my last breath. I can; I cant bring myself to doing the deed.
So, I am left to suffer. Life as I know is complete. Its been over for years.
Im left still loving some, but it always ends in mourning and demise.
For I cant decide if I want to die. I adore him, but he will have to die.
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2006-11-14 21:55:47]
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