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[aid] => mick
[title] => Never been better...(this mirror is just as big a liar as I am!)
[time] => 2006-11-15 18:32:48
[hometext] => It's long...just had alot to say
[bodytext] => I'm not hungry again, my eyes are so black around the rim I'm not hungry again, I feel just the opposite of fragile and thin and I'm so tired, of everyone looking at me like they do and I'm aware, that everyone dissaproves... Hey I'm just fine, I feel damn great thanks for asking for the millionth time I'm not angry, at least not at you I just feel like all these questions are a waste of my time When I could be out doing something else, you know I won't accomplish anything unless I'm this hard on myself There just scars, they'll fade, I wanna be alone could you please go away I have nothin I wanna say, and I really don't wanna listen to your lecture today to me your words are just as empty as I feel inside, would you please stop sayin there's no reason for me to run and hide You say you can't take it, just lookin at me well how do you think that I feel? This is just the proof on the outside, and inside it get's alot more real I'm not asking this of you, I'm telling you that's it's no use but you don't listen to me you never have Yeah I'm sick,this I know, and you ask if I care, well does it look like I care to you? and you don't care as much as you think you do I'm not happy, what's new? Just because I'm smiling don't let it fool you, I can fake it even better than you I'm not hungry again, these thoughts are the only satisfaction I have Now that I've got this little secret to hold on to my lifes not half bad I'm not angry at you, I'm angry cause I hate myself so much and don't know what to do I don't even know why, no I don't even know why, I wanna die... You say cannot take this, then just don't look at me I already feel invisible, I'm screaming out and you still don't see This is just what's on the outside you don't bother looking in you can see the pain as clear as the blue veins protruding through my skin I'm not hungry again, my eyes are so black around the rims I'm not hungry again, my legs are the size my arms were back then I'm not hungry again, I can finally look in the mirror and grin I'm not hungry again, and I don't even know why. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 173 [topic] => 61 [informant] => sour_gurl67 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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