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[aid] => mick
[title] => Yet, Still Haunted
[time] => 2006-11-28 17:28:10
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[bodytext] => Can’t get it out of my head. Can’t get it to go away. Your voice still echoing; you laugh as you think of all the ways you can hurt me. You said you loved me, but I guess it was just another lie to get me closer so you could watch me die. It’s a just a game you play with me and I fall in the trap every time, just because I believe there may be some good left. All the way I went, to the top and then back down. Every time I here her name I want to scream because you were mine…I left my mark, but now you wield the power I granted as if it was yours. Here I am, now overcome by what I cannot destroy. Every time I look at you, I want to fade away, because it would be so much easier if I didn’t have to see…if I didn’t have to know that you’ve replaced me. It’s been a long time, and I wish I could forget, but here I am alone again. Holding my knees to my chest. Biting my cheeks until they bleed. Here I am, still haunted…still struggling to find a way out. Chaos and torture wrack me with pain; just want to leave…just want to hate. I want to let go and watch you perish, but here I am…still powerless. At least I am free…free of your torment, but still I am here…haunted. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 75 [informant] => MG_Akela22090 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 2 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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