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[sid] => 130935
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Loving Lies
[time] => 2007-01-24 03:03:45
[hometext] => "I didn't want to hurt you" is what she said, I only asked for her to be honest.
[bodytext] => Falling down, like the frozen tears of sorrow. The blackened sky defines how I feel inside. Never telling the truth is how you live your life. I asked you with conviction, asked you to be my wife. But honesty was just to much to ask. It's so much easier to turn my world to black. Stab me in the heart and twisting the knife. What is wrong with me? I still want you as my wife. You left him willingly, then you were with me. Whispering lies that sounded so good to me. But alas I wasn't good enough, but it wasn't me you said. I've heard that line before, but it doesn't matter now, i'm dead. I can still walk, with this hollow shell, I can still breathe, the sulphur of hell, my eyes still work as you can tell, these frozen tears are flowing as I see you back in his arms. Why say yes, why lie to me? Why lead me on to horrible things. Why look me in the eye and tell me you love me, while holding him so far above me. I came a thousand miles, more then that it seems. Just to find a lie, to have you leave me. Everything is gone now, there is no reason left, you tore my world apart, so you could be unhappy. Your logic is twisted, your reasoning flawed, your love apparently non existent, your fake heart and soul. A puppet for him, but you seem so proud of being controlled. I gave you everything, for nothing at all it seems. I'm glad I made you happy, in this short time frame. I don't hate you, i'm a better person then you. I was honest, my heart was true. Maybe one day, I hope you can see, the mistakes that were made, and how you killed me. Why can't you just listen, to the words from my heart, it's the least you could do, after tearing me apart. I know this is long winded, but I still love you, though I know there is nothing I can do. I feel so used, like a hobby would be, you ditched him to lie to me. You took me for granted, like most already have. but what could I expect, you used me for a laugh. I want you to read this, maybe you can finally see, how you played with my emotions, how you destroyed me. I still want you in my life, if you have a heart at all. I'll settle for anything just to hear you call. I seem so desperate, but this is not the case, I ate the words so loving I shared, as you threw them in my face. Be a friend, be a pal, an aquaintance if you must, I still love you after all of this, though you threw away my trust. So if you can, or ever will feel anything at all, for once since we met, and shared our hearts, let me hear you call. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 205 [topic] => 22 [informant] => kims4ever [notes] => .....edited for spelling as requested...mod_6 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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