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[sid] => 13178
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => dreams don’t come true, just becuz’ u want them to
[time] => 2003-02-24 01:40:00
[hometext] => Well i don't know what to say
i don't know what to do i'm so lost and so confused read my poem i think u'll like it! [bodytext] => Friends come and friends go life has to bleed to grow starts off a dream then gets old what’s it all mean everything’s free for a price dying’s the price u pay for living faults are the prices u pay for being human I’ve just lost what I use to believe in wanting to sob and crawl on my knees hating my faults and blaming only me is what your saying true I’m mad at u pretending I’m not but still feeling betrayed we signed in blood what I though we all believed was I force feeding this upon u so u just lied to keep yourself alive making me watch my days go bye till u finally realize I’m going to leave u behind but are you sure that’s where u want to be lost and without me my eyes are sown shut can’t bear to look at the light anymore shameless guilt feelings of no regrets haunting me my shadow is my own enemy it’s me idle hands are at play aren’t my own can’t find my way but I know yours will play my feeling are so deep I wish I could hide them I wish I was a better lair than I am wish I could lie to myself about the problems that I don’t have looking forward to a better day or just an ugly mirror image of me failing a long ways away but I won’t make it just trying to fake it I’m not facing reality right now it’s scars me so much I want to die it rips me apart sells me for spare parts I like to cry alone be alone in the dark I hate being afraid of the dark becuz’ I love it so my alternate reality I once though was only me but now I know I’m not alone and no matter how much u believe dreams don’t come true just becuz’ u want them to someone’s already proven that to me but I still believe becuz’ only I can brake my life my dream [comments] => 2 [counter] => 188 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Percursors [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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