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[sid] => 132972
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[aid] => mick
[title] => I tried
[time] => 2007-03-22 20:26:09
[hometext] => No I'm not really thinking about doing this, I'm just so sick of failing.
[bodytext] => help me dissapper, far away from here this is how I feel, it is all too real I tried to numb the pain, in every single way but I have played this game, until I've gone insane I'm tired and I'm weak, I don't even want to speak this is my last breath, giving all that I've got left I have not one fear, so please don't shed a tear and I will miss you all, know that this is not your fault I tried to bleed it out, silently I'd shout I tried to hurt myself, and for a while it helped but as soon as my wounds closed, I felt the aching in my soul So I'm left with scars, to remind me everyday that life is too hard I tried to starve away my pain, but did it all in vein It just made me feel worse, starve. binge. starve. purge the story of my life, I can't get nothing right I guess I'm giving in, I created the hell that I am living in I tried to get some help, and to look inside myself I tried what the doctors said, went through a million different meds They look at me with sympathy, but that is all they have for me I don't need someone else to make me feel crazy, I can do that on my own I am no longer mad, and I am no longer sad I can't say that I'm depressed, just that I've got nothing left It's been an uphill battle and I've run until I'm falling down out of breath It's best that I'm letting go, it's peaceful now, quiet and I am all alone So with this knife now in my hand, I hope they understand I lived a life in vein, I gave into my pain This is no one's problem but mine, and I'm solving it tonight I hope my reason for this shows, in these words that I have wrote So now I'll say good-bye, as I slowly bleed and die don't worry I'll be fine, and I'm sure you'll be allright I love you but I know, I only bring worry and pain to those I love It's better off this way, cause I can never change [comments] => 3 [counter] => 295 [topic] => 36 [informant] => sour_gurl67 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 13 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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