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[aid] => mick
[title] => Forced To Let You Go
[time] => 2007-04-08 01:10:36
[hometext] => This Is Simply A Poem About The Love Of Your Life Being Shot And You Leaning Over Them And Just What I Imagened The Feelings That Would Be Going Throught You At That Moment In Time.
[bodytext] => The last time i held you close was the time i was forced to let you go i tried so hard to say i love you just so your'd always know My eyes rained and my heart blead as all our memories run throught my head Held yout heart to my ear and prayed to god i would hear Some say signs in life are dreams, Some say signs in life are faite My sign in life was our first date And when every detail comes rushing back I sit here and wait for your heart bear, or the one which your now lack The sirens ring circles in my mind As some one essists me, but i refuse to leave you behind My heart lays there with you in your hands My life stays with you and all our plans I scream and shout as they take you away Fall to my needs, sit down and pray Dear god, if your there please do everything you can to bring me the joy back into my eyes give me the stregnth inside my heart body and mind to stay wise stop me from falling of the rails that have been layed down infront of me give me the power to be my own person and be set free Let me hold onto everything perfect in my life, dream and path Never let me come into contact with someone who wants to give me there rath do all these things i know he would to make sure i stick to my path my heart is heavy, my mind is empty, my soul has dissapeared as i look down to my body all i see is your blood smeared over every object of clothing im wearing because right now its the closest thing wear sharing my heart races faster then its desired my eyes start closing faster than required my limbs wont move where there suppost to as if there wired and my insides burn so deeply as if they've been fired the gap they're burning away is leaving me shattered bit by bit and for the first time in my life im ready to give up and admit because right now your'd be the person making sure i didn't quit your bedside glows in every colour underneath the sun i wonder what your'd think if you where looking down on each and every one expressing someone else's care for you and what you do im the only one in the room, could be talking to myself but ill never stop talking, even though it used to annoy yourself ill never stop letting you know im here its the main point i want to make clear your parents left, they couldn't handle your situation, so they moved away they love you im sure, but they left me with your faite so as usual i obey now im being told your not even with us anymore, your just a bleeping monitor ive known it for to long but now its time to be sure the best good bye i want to give you, is the one with me by yourside to be down for you during your everyride like we always used to sing....we ride we ride its till the day that we die now baby dont think im doing this because i want to leave your to lie but its for your own benifit, so you dont get any worse and i know you wont get any better its like some kind of curse they showed me what to do, to end your sorrow and pain now its up to me how long you remain its killing you keeping you here, and its killing me to have to do this my dear i kiss you goodbye, give you my last personal words that ill keep between me and you now i know what i have to do, goodbye baby i come to the place where you loved to be, wether it was with your boys, your girls or with me its where i left you to spend the rest of your time everyday at the same time the church bells chime and after each one i just thank god that i god the chance to have you as mine [comments] => 0 [counter] => 145 [topic] => 13 [informant] => sillyellen [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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