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[sid] => 133883
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => guilt ridden sorrow
[time] => 2007-04-27 22:25:53
[hometext] => to my grandma whos been dead 5 years. my savior and best friend
[bodytext] => I cant believe your gone five years and it still hits me hard Robbed of the only person who ever cared at night I still awake,, thinking that you are there Crying and running I think im losing my mind Screaming and cutting Im dying inside A wonderful lady, grandmother, and friend I continue to ask myself why it had to end You were my savior and my confidant You saved me theres no one else who dared to do the same you spent all your time worrying about me said your health was just fine but deep inside i know the cause of your death was all mine stressing out your heart worried about my safety saving me from my mother but not saving your self from me if only i didnt complain or cry myself to sleep then your wouldnt have seen my pain burried deep im sick of pretending that everything is fine when i know if it wasnt for me, you'd be alive. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 172 [topic] => 8 [informant] => lipsofanangel [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AmericanTragedy )
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