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[sid] => 135082
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Can't Let Go!
[time] => 2007-06-09 15:07:33
[hometext] => when you become attached to someone for unknown reasons!!!!!!!!!
[bodytext] => I’m mad cause I said I’m done I’m though, I lied. There’s still a want deep in heart, why do I hold on to this feeling in my soul. I said wouldn’t but I couldn’t listen to my self, why can’t I not even trust myself. I just can’t get the thoughts out of my head. Are there feelings deep inside that just aren’t true enough to be said or is this just the fantasies taking control inside my head? I always wonder if I’m confused, I’m not or is it that I don’t like to lose. So? I don’t get everything that I want….but I least I can’t say I haven’t tried. Or the unjust reason for us being apart I haven’t fought against. Do I only feel a bond that I secretly want…. or is it caused I’m pushed so far towards the back that I want to be up front. Are the arguments out of love and frustration or am I blowing this situation way out of proportion? I’m out of my mind!!! Lost in the dark, searching for the life that I once had…. killing myself over something that I really never actually had! or should I be glad… what thoughts I have that makes all these emotions clash…. I feel caged ….due to the want in my heart… tortured by the thought that I can’t let go……horrified by the thought….I can’t let go! As I slowly breathe the air gets cold…I’m reminded again…I can’t let go….heat rises the anger starts to flow…..the truth remains…I can’t let go????? [comments] => 1 [counter] => 232 [topic] => 76 [informant] => jada [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => obsession )
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