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[sid] => 138134
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => darkness found
[time] => 2007-10-30 10:38:59
[hometext] => not my best work by far but a bit disjointed as its a freestyle offering.
[bodytext] => Looking in the water scarlet drips of blood so hard i scrub to clean it my mind misunderstood with every scour a pain inside like needles in the skin but the pain I quite enjoy as I clense from deep within but this is no ritual no self harming cry its the thing I do for clarity when i dont know why with every cut, abraision I love to make it worse feel the blood inside me like medicine in reverse I dont expect you to understand This crazy thing I do I am just trying to show I am human just like you For every scar a purpose For every mark a name But everything I do to me I never expect the same So please can you leave me close the bathroom door stop staring at my bleeding body and let me bleed some more [comments] => 1 [counter] => 300 [topic] => 43 [informant] => bigbadblinkybill [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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