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I rarely kissed my mother
I always prayed to the Lord above
For me to have all the things I love

I envy my friends when they were with their families
I wanna have them too, even for a day at least
I want to wear the same smile as they cuddle each other
But my voice was weak and no one did bother

Somehow I knew that God still has plans for me
So I give my full trust to thee
Even in a cold dark night
I knew He was guarding me with His light

I grew up as a man with the kindest heart
I have all the love, though was not very smart
I gave and gave everything I had
People think I was crazy, even thought I was mad

I put other people before my own
Gave them love, gave them home
I considered their fate before mine
For I am good, I have all the sign

Now I'm sitting here making this poem
And hating every moment of all the time that past
Why do I hurt inside after all that I've done
Where is the love that I gave all away with my heart

My tears run freely across my dark face
I always make them run, I always put them to waste
Now God! Where is the promise that you gave me???
Ive been a good son, but you were not good to me!!!

I deserve to be happy for I am worth every second of it
Who's to question me??? Who's to say I am lying???
No one has the right to judge me!!!
I know myself and I deserve to be happy!!!

Why does everyone want to put me down???
Why does it seem like they always have to test me???
What have I done to deserve all of these???
I deserve to be happy!!!

God you've heard my prayers
When did I pray for myself alone???
Why are these things happening to me???
I want to end my life, please do it for me!!!

I want to feel safe in your arms again...
No one to hurt me, no one to cause me pain...
God take me now, I don't want to be left here...
I don't want to shed another drop of tear...

I love you God...
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I Hate My Life

Contributed by my_forbidden_heart on Tuesday, 4th March 2008 @ 04:47:22 PM in AEST
Topic: AngryPoetry



I barely knew my father
I rarely kissed my mother
I always prayed to the Lord above
For me to have all the things I love

I envy my friends when they were with their families
I wanna have them too, even for a day at least
I want to wear the same smile as they cuddle each other
But my voice was weak and no one did bother

Somehow I knew that God still has plans for me
So I give my full trust to thee
Even in a cold dark night
I knew He was guarding me with His light

I grew up as a man with the kindest heart
I have all the love, though was not very smart
I gave and gave everything I had
People think I was crazy, even thought I was mad

I put other people before my own
Gave them love, gave them home
I considered their fate before mine
For I am good, I have all the sign

Now I'm sitting here making this poem
And hating every moment of all the time that past
Why do I hurt inside after all that I've done
Where is the love that I gave all away with my heart

My tears run freely across my dark face
I always make them run, I always put them to waste
Now God! Where is the promise that you gave me???
Ive been a good son, but you were not good to me!!!

I deserve to be happy for I am worth every second of it
Who's to question me??? Who's to say I am lying???
No one has the right to judge me!!!
I know myself and I deserve to be happy!!!

Why does everyone want to put me down???
Why does it seem like they always have to test me???
What have I done to deserve all of these???
I deserve to be happy!!!

God you've heard my prayers
When did I pray for myself alone???
Why are these things happening to me???
I want to end my life, please do it for me!!!

I want to feel safe in your arms again...
No one to hurt me, no one to cause me pain...
God take me now, I don't want to be left here...
I don't want to shed another drop of tear...

I love you God...




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Re: I Hate My Life (User Rating: 1 )
by Former_Member on Friday, 7th March 2008 @ 04:17:12 AM AEST
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I know how you feel. For years, i have wondered why I felt so weird around people mhy own age but so comfortable around older people like my teachers. I felt like an outcast. Then recently I have learned that I have Aspbergers Sdyndrome and I thought This may be a blessing in disguise. But I am more alone in my suffering, I feel like a burden whenever I try to reach out to my instructor for advice and someone for support. The pain is getting soo much that I just want to scream at God to kill me. I hate my life soo much as well so i know where you are coming from.

Sorry to burden you with my tale of sorrow, but i wanted to let you know that you are not or ever alone.

Beautiful write
Darkpoetress


Re: I Hate My Life (User Rating: 1 )
by althea_kendry on Tuesday, 11th March 2008 @ 06:32:16 AM AEST
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holy .... its like seein into my own head .. i can totally relate to exactly wat ur sayin ..

tht poem was absolutly amazing!!! keep writin and never give up. :)


Re: I Hate My Life (User Rating: 1 )
by my_forbidden_heart on Saturday, 20th June 2009 @ 06:22:02 AM AEST
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Re: I Hate My Life (User Rating: 1 )
by OneChance on Saturday, 20th June 2009 @ 08:41:09 PM AEST
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Sometimes ......No life is never fair. Its something that I learned at a very young age. People always say your a better person for it ! I always wondered what exactly is the point of being better if all it gets you is hearache and disappointment? Your poem is a mirror into a lot of peoples lives and its wonderfully written . I hope you know your not alone since you've posted this . I'm in the same lonely boat and so are a lot of others.




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