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[title] => It's Me
[time] => 2008-04-15 07:56:09
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[bodytext] => Behind my laugh is a hurting heart. Behind my smile I’m falling apart. This is true, And it’s all because of you. You’ve made me hate myself, Made me hate myself so terribly that I wanted to end this life. I thought that I was angry with you— But it was really me the whole time. You’re the one who changed me, Made me so cold and empty. But it’s not you I hate—it’s me. I hate that I wasn’t strong enough. I hate that I couldn’t hold out longer. I hate that I couldn’t just walk away. And I hate that I still love you, Even after everything you’ve done. I wish I could go back in time, Erase everything that ever happened. I don’t want to remember you. I don’t want to hurt anymore. I want to erase you from my memory Because of all the pain you’ve caused me. But it’s not you I hate—it’s me. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 193 [topic] => 61 [informant] => Bubbles02 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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