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What happened?
Contributed by
Jazzyfizzle
on
Tuesday, 22nd April 2008 @ 02:01:38 PM in AEST
Topic:
selfstruggles
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Wait, what happened?
Why am I here?
I dont really know
My memories unclear.
I was at home
Where am I now?
I get that Im here
But the question is how?
Whoa, wait a sec
My parents are crying
They say nothings wrong
I can tell that their lying
Why wont you tell me?
The lights are so bright in this place
And what might I ask
Is this thing placed on my face?
Holy crap, I know where I am
But I still dont know why.
Why wont you just say it?
Daddy, your making me cry.
Dont look at me like that
Your making me scared.
Why wont you just tell me?
You would if you cared.
So then the doctor he told me,
Wait, I dont understand.
I want to go home,
This is not what I planned.
Then I remembered,
I remembered the pain
Then the doctor came back
He said hed explain.
Ok so I get it,
I cant help it, Im crying
I'll stop in a second
Im sorry, Im trying.
They say its alright
They say that theyll wait
But I should calm down
I cant get upset in this state
Itll just make things worse
Then they looked up at a screen
And thats when I saw
I was hooked up to that machine
It recorded my heartbeat.
A sound I previously ignored
A sound so important
That I now utterly adored
And I couldnt help but think
When the machine was lacking any sound
And the feeling of that silence
Until they brought me back around
Whatever, this wont change me?
Ill just live like nothings wrong
I know that things will now be hard
But I know ill get along
Ill hide this problem from the world
My hardships never will be shown
The downside is that ill have to deal
With the pain and crying all alone
But I know Im strong and its all good
And ill even tell you why
Since Im only seventeen,
Sorry but I refuse to die.
Copyright ©
Jazzyfizzle
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2008-04-22 14:01:38]
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Re: What happened?
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by shelby on
Tuesday, 22nd April 2008 @ 02:06:07 PM AEST
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Wow this write hit every nerve and is very well written.
I also hope that is a fictional write and that you are really ok??
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Re: What happened?
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by a7x36 on
Tuesday, 22nd April 2008 @ 05:06:24 PM AEST
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| awesome in every sense of the word. incredibly powerful ending. you rock. |
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Re: What happened?
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by jesusofholland on
Sunday, 27th April 2008 @ 06:10:07 PM AEST
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| I was very touched by this. I've often times found myself in similar situations, only without the hospital. Very beautiful. Well done. |
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