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[sid] => 142067
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[aid] => mick
[title] => Not Good Enough
[time] => 2008-05-02 09:44:37
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[bodytext] => Trying to live up to my parents expectations, wondering why I bother to try. Telling myself that one day I値l be good enough, I know is a lie. Nothing ever seems good enough. Living under their rules is extremely rough. They still wonder why I tried to kill myself 3 months ago. But death was better than staying here and acting like a little angel with a halo. Because of who I am, I値l always be trying to make them happy. How hard I知 fighting, they値l never see. I want them to be proud of me, Even if that means I知 always angry. I知 the first child. I知 afraid if I知 not good enough for them, I値l be exiled. Straight A痴 still aren稚 good enough for them. But I知 their little gem; So I don稚 have a choice in it. I have to be the best. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 246 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Bubbles02 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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