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[bodytext] => :: i'm sorry you loved her that she wallked away and is no longer there (the she who you knew her to be). Wait a minute, i need to stop being sincere. Special to me as i was to you, for how many years? giving you what i never gave to anyone else, and most importantly giving you more than i have in a lifetime given to myself. Don't call me (i've already said it before) or text me, like the question will arise in my mind. i have been there for you, will always be, but not now; not soon; and definitely not like before. it's not like i mean to ignore, but it is you who has created this door. Sorry i couldn't open up to you; give you my all when you wanted. you've blamed me, and i will take the blame, cause i understand why you can't be ashamed. yet there is something about life you should always know, for every action made there is a reaction, controlled or uncontrolled, it's physics and it's the way of the world, you can't expect the conclusion to be always what you want it to be, and you can't make it what you want to be, when there are 2 different people involved whom make their own decisions regarding their own life, it's not a one way show.. thought you should know. Sorry i couldn't play the fool this time around, you should have been truthful as i was to you .. .. then maybe i'd still be around to turn your frown upside down. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 193 [topic] => 43 [informant] => jillian_phan [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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