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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => No One To Blame
[time] => 2008-09-24 23:58:07
[hometext] => If you wonder about life ... it's all your fault ...
[bodytext] => As I look up at the dark sky, I sit and wonder why? Life seems so angry at me. Feels like the world’s despising me. I sit and wonder … Trying hard not to surrender … My mind reminds me of what I want to forget. My heart burns with hatred and regret. Hatred towards myself … Regret I try to overlook … I look back at my life, See the clear stabs of the knife. A knife that people used … A knife that I used … The same knife people stabbed my back with … The same knife I stabbed myself with … I look back and realize, I didn’t prioritize. I didn’t do what I planned to, I didn’t do what I should do. I betrayed myself … There’s no one to blame but me … [comments] => 1 [counter] => 201 [topic] => 61 [informant] => alibof10 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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