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[title] => Still here
[time] => 2009-06-23 10:25:27
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[bodytext] => Psychotic, insane Feels like I'm losing my brain Every thought flies back to what I had It's about life and dead Those things we dread ****** up again, I don't remember when This used to be simple, used to be easy Thought this world was out to please me Now I know I was wrong, got lost in songs Dreaming, sleeping, never eating It's another circle, I keep repeating Psychotic, insane What's left of my brain It became harder to go on I knew I was wrong But every time again, I tried to be strong To the point of breaking down, tried to leave this town And the junks and the liars Who shared the same desires Through the alcohol and weed, thought that was all I need Again I left behind, again I lost my mind No school, no job, excelled at ******* up Cleaning this mess, put life to the test Slowly lost my friends, thought 'this is the end' But I got back up again I made my stand Stronger than before, walked through the open door Through the the ups and downs, the turn arounds I'm still here, in the same old town Still losing my mind But I know I'll be alright [comments] => 1 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 21 [informant] => lifefadingaway [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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