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[sid] => 151354
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Chasing The Dragon
[time] => 2009-07-08 11:37:52
[hometext] => i was struggling with opiate addiction a year ago..this is what came out
[bodytext] => in the beginning i trusted you and you comforted me in the end you left me with nothing couldnt have left me with something it started so easy and i thought you would never leave me people told me that you would decieve me but i loved how you relieved me i pulled you up that hole a million times into the cavity of my mind at first you acted so kind but the evil started to show after time the pain out weighed the pleasure in ways i can not measure it felt like you were all i would ever treasure you took the only thing ill ever love the one thing i held above for this you are my enemy and never again will you be a friend to me i sit here and watch you destroy countless others brothers friends and lovers you make 2 them empty promises but give them only broken dreams you promise joy and pleasure and give them only hollow souls that scream for help they scream but the cries are unclear for as loud as the soul screams the harder you hold the ear you have left me with a hollow shell to fill looking for someone or something that will i gave you 2 years and all i got in return were tears you had me contemplating suicide but now i fear ive already died remember all those times we had to hide i hid you in my room because they just wouldnt understand even my friends who tried to lend a helping hand but being with you was like running in sand you still haunt me in my dreams out of my body but not my mind it seems if we should meet again what would you say to me i think about how awkward it might be or will i still be to blind to see i chased you so far for so long even when every part of me new it was wrong i chased you my dragon till the end only to find you were not my friend [comments] => 1 [counter] => 377 [topic] => 75 [informant] => thirdeye462 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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