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[aid] => mick
[title] => none
[time] => 2009-08-22 08:44:44
[hometext] => once again the same topic. same person.
[bodytext] => I can’t seem to remember, when exactly I started to doubt. But what I do remember, is that I’d heed every bout. All of the warnings, all of the signs. They all kept telling me, it was time to resign. The moment of truth, what I didn’t want it to come to. It all finally came loose, I knew then that I’d lose you. I was reluctant to talk, the whole time daunted. But I understood, it’s what you wanted. But what I didn’t know then, my dear old friend, Was that you’d taken my soul, my heart, my head. For that sole reason, I hate you my dear. You took everything. Left nothing here. If only I knew, if I knew that day. I wouldn’t have let you. I would’ve told you to stay. I’d plead and I’d beg you, until you’d run away. For it was already inevitable, it was only the latter. But at least then I’d know that nothing I’d do would matter. I’d be rid of these thoughts: if only? What if? And maybe be able to adapt to life’s many shifts. Because ever since then, my dear old friend, I’ve just been drifting blindly, I see no end. I’ve lost motivation, what a key indeed. Just drifting with time, hoping that someday, you too, will need me. [comments] => 0 [counter] => 178 [topic] => 22 [informant] => Norb-E [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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