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[title] => Life
[time] => 2009-09-21 11:17:34
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[bodytext] => As I look at my life I think This is not as good as it gets There must be more than this For how could this be it I'm unaccomplished, unsuccessful, broken, and left with no one to love My life is nothing like I said I wanted, I never had the things I dreamed of What do we measure our lives to, is it to what we have or who we are with, to the job we do, or to the education we've obtained .. To how much money we've made or what title we have, to how big our house is, or the kind of car that we drive What?.. I ask is the perfect life, is it having the perfect husband or being the perfect wife... Is it how well your kids turn out or how well you are known Is it making everyone happy even when you feel so alone My life is where it’s at because of the choices I’ve made, and from things I've gone through which has brought me here today... Whether I'm happy or not I know one thing is true, that I can't change the past I'm just grateful I made it through This life that's been given to me, In it I've made mistakes Though this is true, I know I must continue in the race Because sometimes I rather give up and throw in the towel I want to close the door and wallow in my sorrows What good is that going to do me, and what will I gain only God can see through me and heal me of all of this pain. Not sure where to go from here Though it’s never to late But I've wasted so many years And now I've decided my fate How do I fix all I've done wrong Maybe I'm not supposed to I will have to surrender to God And just remain hopeful I will walk with my head held high because even though I'm not where I want to be I know my life can change for the better and I can finally be happy [comments] => 1 [counter] => 217 [topic] => 64 [informant] => vr2776 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => ambiguous )
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