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[aid] => mick
[title] => Hurt
[time] => 2009-10-21 10:31:56
[hometext] => ............been feeling a bit down lately,something like this...........
[bodytext] => Sometimes I look in the mirror and all I see is this weak, frail, sensitive girl who tries to be strong. Sometimes I hear what they say and crumble cause I am not bossy,self centred, demanding,control freak Sometimes I sit and wonder what is it about me that creeps up to them, that makes it so easy to judge me. Words said by people I remember as though I refuse to forget. Actions done by them I hide under my heart. I mask my flaws to make it seem I am in control only because I dont want to fall apart. I hold so many hurt inside only because I am afraid to cry. I refuse to seem weak,bruised or battered only because I will become a nervous reck. Cant they see, I am only protecting me. This person who they sometimes walk over and push aside. I stand tall because I have nowhere to hide but deep inside. I cannot cry because hurt dried up that river and secrets hold that tears to tight. I look in the mirror and all I see is a weak,frail,sensitive girl who has to be strong cause tears will surely kill her. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 154 [topic] => 32 [informant] => LadyRose [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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