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[sid] => 154593
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Will Yourself to Fear
[time] => 2009-10-31 12:11:20
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => I'm afraid to fly cause I know I'll fall I'm afraid to give cause I have nothing at all. I'm afraid to smile cause I know you'll see I'm afraid of you cause I'm afraid of me. I'm afraid of death cause I know you'll grieve I'm afraid to love cause I'm afraid he'll leave. I'm afraid to ask cause you'll give me proof I'm afraid to listen cause I'll hear to truth. I'm afraid to hurt cause I might not heal I'm afraid to care cause I know I can't feel. I'm afraid to speak cause of what you'll hear I'm afraid to live cause I'm afraid of fear. And I know I should care more but I just don't care. I'm afraid I'll hurt you, but life was never fair. You say I'm numb cause I started to show callous. I do have feelings towards you they're just full of malice. But you can't will yourself fearless and you can't will your ***** wet. You can't will yourself happy so don't promise what you can't get. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 214 [topic] => 21 [informant] => FragileStrength [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 8 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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