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[aid] => mick
[title] => Suicide
[time] => 2009-12-20 16:45:17
[hometext] => Sometimes things get bad!
[bodytext] => They come at night when Im all alone The room is dark and the wind howling in sympathy They are hiding in the shadows, watching me The rain falls hard and does not relent They wait and glare Shift and stir The house is empty Nobody here but me, I whisper I lie and wait, there is nothing I can do No cars pass by, only shadows through the night They pounce and thrash and rip at my skin Nobody can hear me when I scream They pound in my head and rush through my veins My blood starts to boil and bubble under skin I feel like im being held under water Gasping and thrashing and struggling for breath I cant escape, cant turn back now Blood starts to seep and drip from my wrists My eyes squirm and roll back in my head My lips dry, cracking with pain My throat burning, begging for air My heart pounding faster and screaming for me to STOP My mind fighting back forcing me on Flash backs of pain, misery, too many tears and just enough despair I begin to relive each bad word, like a knife through the heart Every single punch thrown, painful in its own right Anger builds and explodes into life Screaching and groaning, lashing out at old foes As I begin to cry I hear a whisper No more tears, soon it will end I shudder violently realising what I have done I tremble in fear, greater than ever before Still shaking I scream "Where will I go?" Then darkness falls, complete darkness And for the first time complete peace. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 198 [topic] => 75 [informant] => Lynds [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
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