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[sid] => 156146
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Forced to wait
[time] => 2009-12-22 00:01:07
[hometext] => what do you think?
[bodytext] => I can't become what I want to be as if something suffocates the inspiration or will to be, so sad yet so much willingness to have no desires being-- everything I have pinned on hopes and dreams, that I just leave them as dreams that i don't even hope to see, when its all, all a game, everything is all a game a bad one I hate to play.. but a bad one I'm forced to face! silence of a dud I'm hopping life's merciful with less time granted, for the amount of time you are forced to wait.. imagine? all for what? anxious at the beginning lethargic at the end, for all the little effort that ends up being lessness and these are accomplishments you gain?... win or wait, play crooked or straight you lose by the rules and lose cheating the race... I have no hopes, or dreams...or anything that sounds unseen upsceen, mean or keen.. I hate the idea that I actually-- took my first breath, and continued to breathe... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 141 [topic] => 48 [informant] => migueltapiajr [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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