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[aid] => mick
[title] => Maybe.
[time] => 2009-12-31 22:53:45
[hometext] => Old and lame. But ehh.
[bodytext] => Maybe I'm insecure. Maybe the fact that the longest relationship I've ever been in was three weeks with a total ******* scares the hell out of me. Maybe I'm afraid that I can't keep a guy happy. Maybe I don't think I'm good enough anymore. Maybe I just want to be wanted for once. Maybe I'm lying when I say that I'm fine. Maybe I just can't give up on the idea of someone who used to care. Maybe I still want him. Maybe I don't know what I want. Maybe I'm not good enough and I never will be. Maybe it's been a long time since someone's actually cared. Maybe I want to know what it's like to be in love. Maybe I'm tired of being patient. Maybe I just want you to notice. Maybe I'm just trying to see who still cares. Maybe no one does. Maybe he still cares. Maybe I just hope he does. Maybe it doesn't matter whether he does or not. Maybe I don't know anything anymore. Maybe I think he's lying. Maybe I just want him to be. Maybe I could wait this out. Maybe I just don't want to. Maybe I don't know if I could trust him anymore. Maybe I don't know if I can trust anyone. Maybe my friends are sick of hearing about this. Maybe I'm sick of talking about it. Maybe I just want to hear someone say it'll be ok. Maybe it would be a lie. Maybe I just want someone to actually give a damn. Maybe I want it to be him. Maybe I hope he falls off a cliff. Maybe I would push him. Maybe I would die. Maybe I've thought about it. Maybe I want to get in a fight. Maybe I'm over all of that. Maybe we're just friends. Maybe we're flirting again. Maybe that's what I want. Maybe I'm not sure. Maybe he confuses me. Maybe I confuse myself. Maybe that was the first time I'd lost it in years. Maybe that scares the hell out of me. Maybe it hurt that they just laughed. Maybe I could have killed him then. Maybe I actually wouldn't have regretted it. Maybe there really was no promise not to hurt him. Maybe I just let you think there was. Maybe I shouldn't have. Maybe I don't know if i still trust him. Maybe I always will. Maybe I never should. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 288 [topic] => 43 [informant] => ChaosFactor [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 13 [ratings] => 4 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => oops )
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