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[aid] => mick
[title] => Dull the Pain
[time] => 2010-02-04 10:33:49
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[bodytext] => My heart is not to blame for my head's mistakes But the more I try to rebuild, the longer it takes My world crumbles down as you walk away What have I done? My skies have turned gray. I am losing my mind; my dignity's already gone And all that's left of my heart is that stupid love song It doesn't matter what happens from here Nothing matters to me if you are not near. So many choices to try to dull the pain Which is most efficient? Which will drive me insane? The cold blade of a knife, driven into my lifeless heart Or perhaps slit my throat? What a wonderous work of art. Then there is fire; shall I burn myself alive? Though I have heart that's a painful way to die So maybe I'll use rope; break my useless neck Maybe I'll pull the trigger, right out on my front deck I think I've got it; I'll take a couple of pills Thinking of it makes me shiver, and I get the chills. My friends are not to blame for my decision to die Nor was I murdered; make an effort not to cry My world crumbled down when I make that last mistake So I concluded that leaving was the best choice I could make. . . . No wait, please don't go I don't want to die Come back and hold me And tell me not to cry... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 204 [topic] => 36 [informant] => MoonlightKiss [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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