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[aid] => mick
[title] => Smile
[time] => 2010-10-30 12:20:49
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[bodytext] => How long has it been? I think I've forgotten how I can't remember the last time I look in the mirror and try Nothing I tell myself it will come back It has to This isn't me Who have I become Since I wandered into this darkness? I think I'm lost I look around Nothing I know I'm lost But if I keep trying maybe I can find my way out My way back How did I get here? I know I wasn't like this before What happened? It has been so long I've almost forgotten it exists But it does I know it does I know there was a time when I always did it It was easy then Before Before this Before the darkness I try to remember what it was like I tell myself it was wonderful It must have been That is why I want it so much But I cannot truly remember It has been too long I'm starting to lose hope I don't think it will ever happen again Not to me Not now Not ever Nothing I've forgotten who I used to be who I should be who I am I can never go back I won't make it I must accept what has become of me Nothing Darkness It blinds me now I cannot see the way back I cannot see the way in I cannot return I cannot remember what it was like I cannot remember how it felt I cannot No Not anymore [comments] => 0 [counter] => 144 [topic] => 32 [informant] => 222354 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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