Poems On Site: 198,500+ Comments On Poems: 427,000+ Forum Posts: 105,000+ |
Custom Search
|
|
||||
Welcome ! | Home · FAQ · Topics · Web Links · Your Account · Submit Poetry · Top 30 · OldSite Link | 09-June 23:07:30 AEST | ||
|
||||
|
||||
|
|
Array
(
[sid] => 16382
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => What Hurts Worse?
[time] => 2003-04-22 03:05:00
[hometext] => in search of the most intense of pain, i examine a few of the deepest pits of suffering. a modern-day dante strolling through earthly hell.
[bodytext] => everything that flourished here
is dead and fading fast this love, this union, til death do us part was just to weak to last stained glass carvings of pain on my heart turn all sunshine to pitch shattered my reflection, to construct it anew now nothing seems to fit this methodical self-destruction is taking far too long the scabs heal far too well these scars just aren't quite deep enough i must find a more painful hell in search of deathless suicide searching madly for deeper pain i guess my only feasible option is to fall in love again for, what hurts more, than love unreturned what stings more than true love lost bleeding to death for the one you desire unnoticed as you hang on a cross or perhaps i should take up religion to fulfill my masochistic desire worship a god who loves me so much that he'd let me drown in a lake of fire maybe even a mind numb consumer slave whoring myself out for another dollar just so i could afford to set rhinestones in my leash and collar i guess, in the end, all of these pains are the same however, some of the sufferers have earned their strife but, i think i know the path i'll take to glean the most pain from life i'll just blend in, become like everyone else the ones too dead to cry and live the same day over and over and over until i die thinking no new thoughts, saying nothing worth hearing my dullard eyes will clearly show that i'll just keep walking in the same small circle until it is my time to go [comments] => 1 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Cancer [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
|