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[aid] => mick
[title] => Haze
[time] => 2011-01-17 09:19:19
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[bodytext] => I had never truly loved till you.....you were my happy ending. I thought we would love each other forever...... I close my eyes and think back to when it happened. It becomes harder to breath there is a heaviness in my chest now.....and pain in my heart. I feel sick with the thought of your betrayal. I used to cry but no longer the tears dried and have been replace with anger and sometimes hate. You say your sorry and I think I maybe I will be able to forgive but some days are harder than others and wonder if I really can. This is a secret that only we know and it is a hard one to keep...I feel as though I maybe deteriorating inside by holding it. Though it is also something so life changing that I don't want a soul to know. I am conflicted because I feel as though I might have lost my love for you and it scares me to death.... You have been there for almost half my life I don't know if I could ever really live without you. I wonder sometimes if we are still worth fighting for. I am lost everyday I feel as though I am walking through haze and it has yet to disperse......I don't know if it ever will. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 185 [topic] => 71 [informant] => beutifuldreamer84 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => secrets )
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