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[aid] => mick
[title] => I Lost. Again
[time] => 2011-01-31 11:56:47
[hometext] => It''s In "Grief And Tragic" Because it is to me. It may not be to other, the cuts it made are still sore and I grieve for things I lost.
[bodytext] => Maybe I am pathetic for missing you both. But I'm not cold to it. And I sorry if they forgot about me, I'm sorry people cant remember how good they were, but I do. Everybody had badness somewhere no matter how hidden. I’ll never pretend it was all sweetness and light I’ll never pretend that you were not to an acquired taste And how you seemed to like people, yet not others Could sometimes be classed a disgrace But somehow you both took a liking to me Somehow you saw that inside I was genuine, maybe kind Well one of a kind at least. I took to you bot And your strange little quirks Her bless And the other half's bad words Every second word I’d have to say, from sue Left little to be desired And the trousers you both wore Were some sort of crazy yet fun attire But they were all part of you both And they each made up the energy of the place You, both of you, never judged me By the looks upon my face There seemed to be something below Some energy aura you could both see and feel And when I was around you, on these fabulous days it would certainly reveal She knew what I really was like never the good little Christian girl So I let her in and I trusted her words In she fitted to my world Each word of advice I’m never going to forget I took a loving to this couple From the day that we met Tears will fall for the memories I miss tears will fall for the yard I’ve lost But I guess things happen for a reason yet there always seems to be a cost That day I found out the news There’s little I can remember about it I just crumbled into a mound of depression And open wide my hear did rip It shattered into fragments I calmly walked to my room focussed on that only and I broke down there Under the covers became so homely At the yard that night it was an empty abandoned mess Everybody was ******** about you both I couldn’t care less… I was transfixed on my job I was riding and mucking out But it was all just a cover up That was without a doubt I didn’t know if you’d still want me, still do. I guess I’ll never know I just hope, pray you won’t forget me And how much I love you so. <3 [comments] => 2 [counter] => 187 [topic] => 39 [informant] => CommasCanSeperate [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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