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[sid] => 174787
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I don't get it
[time] => 2013-01-11 09:48:35
[hometext] => I can't take it much anymore..
[bodytext] => Lonely nights, Empty phone, Broken heart. I never thought a year ago this would happen to me. I promised myself that I would be the one. What happen to us? I didn't change for you, I just don't get it, I just wanted to be loved by you, Because I loved you. You gave me a chance to live , And then you gave it up for another dude's happiness. I just don't get it, I wanted to be the one to wake up every morning, And tell you that I love you beautiful. I was yours, And you were mine. I don't get it, What did I do wrong? Was I ugly? Did I just say the wrong things? I don't want anything better than you, Because you are the best thing to me. I don't care about what anybody says about you, I will always love you, Until my heart stops. You may have chose him, But you were my number 1 choice. I don't get it, You left me, By myself, In this darkness. When I needed you, And now I think I'm lost here forever. I don't get it, You going to be with him, Makes my heart say it feels wrong. You want to make him happy, But what about me..? I thought I was your one in six billion, Your knight and shining armor, The one that you loved. Did you pity me? Was I weak? Was I just that ***** up? Please tell me, Why? I can't deal with myself, I thought love was loving someone through all their flaws. I was and still am in love with you. I don't care if it kills me, I told you, That I will always love you.. Even if you didn't love me. I honestly can't deal with my pain, I'm about to cut myself in million pieces. I can't handle it much longer. You are my life and soul, But without you I'm nothing. Honestly, I wanted to marry you, Have kids with you, Have a life together. I wish I had what he had, I wish I had the most beautiful girl in the world. But I guess that will never be my true ending. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 149 [topic] => 13 [informant] => jordanarce17 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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