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[aid] => mick
[title] => So . . .
[time] => 2013-05-10 16:06:28
[hometext] => For the person I thought I once knew . . .
[bodytext] => It was going so well between us. I know it was my fault it has changed now, believe me when I say 'I'm sorry' for I am no longer the same person. I never have been the same person for 12 years, all this time it's been a struggle. Now it's going to get sorted, I want to know why I can never have the same mind in a single day. The first loss was her, then my job and now you all before most. I see my peer's success, what do I have to show? The blood? The scars? No tears. I try to talk to you but there is nothing but silence from you. I try to explain but still I await a response. You said you had fallen for me, I said the same, but now I guess it wasn't but the thought of us that appealed to you. Just a phase. No more. Dead. You will find someone else, but for me the shadow is here for me. I will have nothing but him watching me, always with me, never speaking. Always. I thought I knew you once. But now it's no use, don’t try, I will sit here and die. No rose. No kiss. Nothing could make up for this. You were my world. My life. Now I just think of you, when I pick up the knife. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 61 [informant] => mick [notes] => Spelling corrected per request ~ Moderator_18 May 10, 2013 [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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