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[sid] => 17737
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => Join Me
[time] => 2003-05-18 02:05:00
[hometext] => About finally giving up and committing suicide. But wanting to take everyone with me. Quite graphic.
[bodytext] => i'm falling down again
can't get up but dont want them to win they throw me away like garbage in the bin hatred always there and always thrown around either through silence or the loudest sound this would be silent seeing it's a note probably hateful seeing it was by me it was wrote i sit and cry and expect it to magically happen but i turn to my knife, my friendly weapon lay me down and let me sleep for tomorrow i'll be dead and you will weep but the pain it will only last a while the number of suicides, the body in a pile i'll become just another number in your stupid survey i'm in my basement, rotting with decay no one will find me cuz my parents are dead my poor little sister, bullet in the head you shake your head and look back at me look into my eyes, my face what do you see? tell me now and don't hold it in look past the bleached eyes and greenish pale skin rotten and decayed but still i smile i know in my face you haven't seen that in a while now i'm happy no more sorrow perhaps you feel bad and join me tomorrow suicide is the new fad you know you crave it ever so bad the tingly feeling up your skin as the razor, it's slit so thin the blood a brilliant red and the warmth as you ooze scared of the pain? drink some booze lessens the tenseness and helps you think before and after, now a brilliant blue then an ugly pink drained of blood and sad thought the wars with people you have fought though it seems as if you had loss but it's for them who live and are crucified upon the cross [comments] => 1 [counter] => 259 [topic] => 36 [informant] => regret_nothing [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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