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Array ( [sid] => 177384 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Gone [time] => 2013-12-20 04:41:29 [hometext] => [bodytext] => Valentine's, 2012

You held me like there was no one else

A year has past, and I finally see

You were seeing her while holding me

I was only there to ease the aches

Of the finer things the Reaper takes

And now I find I'm jealous of

Another girl you'll always love



I've had my trials; I've shed my tears

I would be dead if you weren't here

But that gratitude is slipping fast

When I catch these glimpses of your past

You always were her biggest fan

If she couldn't have you, no one can

You made it obvious to me

I'm not that girl you'd wish I'd be



The compliments were easy then

Perhaps because they weren't pretend...

And even though she rests in death

You shut me out for that lacking breath

If there's just one who has your heart

Whether she be worlds apart

I'll never see the whole of you

I never see a love that's true



And in the chaos that we've shared

I remember how little I compared

When faced against such little girls...

It's easy when I'm not your world

Even when she betrayed your love

No one else could be enough

And though the Karma had come through

She still means the world to you



The universe in it's mysterious ways

Tried to bring you brighter days

And still you gave up all your soul

On one little girl that had made you whole

Never can I measure up

So never can I get that love

And knowing how it feels to lose

I just wish she hadn't borken you



But selfishness still reigns inside

I still wish it was me who died

Two pairs of loves who's stars were crossed

Two shining hearts the world has lost

And I know how these pains never heal

And I know my dreams of Him aren't real

Still while I find I can't begin to see

I know that we weren't meant to be



But you and I--we could have loved

10 years alone, they're not enough

Still I know I was just a kid

And I can never forgive the things He did

The way He left me, hanging dry

The way He let his future die

The way He gave me all the world

Then stole it back--I'm not His girl



While He was still my greatest friend

There was a reason for His end

I didn't need need groups to help

I dealt with everything myself

I didn't curl down at His feet

And pray God return what he stole from me

Instead, I faced the future days

In hopes I could redeem His waste



But you don't move; you sit and wait

She threw a hook--you took the bait

You cry and wonder why it was

God had stolen all you loved

I did this, too, but I moved past

Knowing that it wouldn't last

But you stayed still; you know the truth

She was your love and she loved you



I'm sorry I can't be that way

I'm sorry that I'm part to blame

I'm sorry that I'm just not her

I'm sorry that you feel that hurt

I'm sorry that I'll never be

That girl that wanders through your dreams

I'm sorry that you had to cry

I'm sorry that I didn't die [comments] => 0 [counter] => 46 [topic] => 75 [informant] => satanssecret1369 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => anguished )
Gone

Contributed by satanssecret1369 on Friday, 20th December 2013 @ 04:41:29 AM in AEST
Topic: anguished



Valentine's, 2012

You held me like there was no one else

A year has past, and I finally see

You were seeing her while holding me

I was only there to ease the aches

Of the finer things the Reaper takes

And now I find I'm jealous of

Another girl you'll always love



I've had my trials; I've shed my tears

I would be dead if you weren't here

But that gratitude is slipping fast

When I catch these glimpses of your past

You always were her biggest fan

If she couldn't have you, no one can

You made it obvious to me

I'm not that girl you'd wish I'd be



The compliments were easy then

Perhaps because they weren't pretend...

And even though she rests in death

You shut me out for that lacking breath

If there's just one who has your heart

Whether she be worlds apart

I'll never see the whole of you

I never see a love that's true



And in the chaos that we've shared

I remember how little I compared

When faced against such little girls...

It's easy when I'm not your world

Even when she betrayed your love

No one else could be enough

And though the Karma had come through

She still means the world to you



The universe in it's mysterious ways

Tried to bring you brighter days

And still you gave up all your soul

On one little girl that had made you whole

Never can I measure up

So never can I get that love

And knowing how it feels to lose

I just wish she hadn't borken you



But selfishness still reigns inside

I still wish it was me who died

Two pairs of loves who's stars were crossed

Two shining hearts the world has lost

And I know how these pains never heal

And I know my dreams of Him aren't real

Still while I find I can't begin to see

I know that we weren't meant to be



But you and I--we could have loved

10 years alone, they're not enough

Still I know I was just a kid

And I can never forgive the things He did

The way He left me, hanging dry

The way He let his future die

The way He gave me all the world

Then stole it back--I'm not His girl



While He was still my greatest friend

There was a reason for His end

I didn't need need groups to help

I dealt with everything myself

I didn't curl down at His feet

And pray God return what he stole from me

Instead, I faced the future days

In hopes I could redeem His waste



But you don't move; you sit and wait

She threw a hook--you took the bait

You cry and wonder why it was

God had stolen all you loved

I did this, too, but I moved past

Knowing that it wouldn't last

But you stayed still; you know the truth

She was your love and she loved you



I'm sorry I can't be that way

I'm sorry that I'm part to blame

I'm sorry that I'm just not her

I'm sorry that you feel that hurt

I'm sorry that I'll never be

That girl that wanders through your dreams

I'm sorry that you had to cry

I'm sorry that I didn't die




Copyright © satanssecret1369 ... [ 2013-12-20 04:41:29]
(Date/Time posted on site)





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