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[aid] => mick
[title] => No Moon, No Light, My Heaven
[time] => 2014-07-01 09:53:39
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[bodytext] => What if the moon were to jump into the sea? How darkness would be much sweeter; Sweeter than ice cream; Dropping of the face of a young child on a hot summer’s day When light refuses to shine When everyday is night When the clouds are gray and it lightly Rains on the cold heart that is mine Freezing, yet turning away warmth Drowning my heart in shallow water In a desperate attempt to forget… But no matter what I do, he keeps coming to the surface In daily conversation, In the careless words of the ignorant I can’t push out what he did to me I’m always forced to confront it. Whether it’s in my testimony Or someone who keeps pushing me to tell them that which I don’t want to talk about I’m always in front of the face of my attacker, my demon, my Satan… I want to win and let go but hating feels so good And being in chains is so comforting... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 111 [topic] => 13 [informant] => silvereyesinwinter [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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