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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Excuses
[time] => 2003-06-12 14:05:00
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[bodytext] => You're only there when I'm crying. Only time you care about me or my life. My ***** up friends never hear me when I call. They sit there and laugh, too occupied to see that I'm dying inside. I feel so alone and I want to give up everything. Life has no meaning anymore. Things just odn't make sense. I don't want to understand your messed up ways. I long for approval from the world. I don't take rejection well. Sin is my best friend. I just want to know that people care about me and what I do. So many memories of the past that I wish were present. I need to be loved. Afraid to be alone. Scared of the past and what the future holds. I don't like surprises anymore. They never turn out well. They say they care and love me, but no one is there when I need them the most. What they going to say about that? Same lame excuse. It's not a game. This is my life we're dealing with. All I want is a friend. Someone loyal. Someone who will sit with me as I cry. Cry about the past and mistakes I made. Wanting to give up and surrender it all. Tired of trying to make things better. They'll end up the same way. Can't make it through the alone. I just want you there to hold me hand and tell me everything's going to be okay [comments] => 0 [counter] => 157 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Fairy [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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