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[sid] => 1910
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I fear
[time] => 2002-08-07 13:40:00
[hometext] => This poem is sad but true. I do feel this way alot but not all the time sometimes it really gets to me. Sometimes I wonder if somethings wrong with me. But I'm just fine I just fear sometimes for these reasons why
[bodytext] => I wish I could feel secure when I go to sleep at night
Knowing I'll wake up and everything will be alright Horrible thoughts swim through my mind It seems to me I can never find.... A place where I feel safe and go to sleep without fear I fear I'll wake up and have to shed a tear I fear I won't wake up at all I wonder if I'll go to heaven or if I'll fall I fear of someone breaking in and hurting me and my family Why can't I sleep securely? I fear of a fire burning me in my dreams Taking me away from this precious gift God has given me All this I see in my wondering mind I fear of having to leave everything behind There's so much I want to do with my life I don't want it to end in a horrible strife This is why I can never really sleep at night I fear I will never again see the beautiful sunlight I keep my eyes open for as long as I can listening to every noise I hear This is me awake with fear Everynight I don't feel right I fear of the scary things that can happen in the darkness of the night I close my eyes trying to realize that when I go I'll go and it will be in a time which no one will know I fall asleep in my bed Wonderful and horrible dreams dance in my head I wake in the morning and thank God for the beautiful day and hope I will ive to say my prayers the coming night But I still don't feel right But I live each day happily and thankfully Because I know my life is so fragile, so easy to take So I'm thankful for every move I make I fear that I'll soon be gone from this world I fear I'll die a young girl and not have the chance to become a woman I fear...I fear....oh how I fear [comments] => 2 [counter] => 218 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Sweetie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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