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[sid] => 19954
[catid] => 1
[aid] => Mick
[title] => What is Left?
[time] => 2003-07-05 01:35:00
[hometext] => (jumbled thoughts, just something i'm feeling, and really don't want to be feeling)
[bodytext] => Cold alone afraid unsaved
Inside here not living free Headache consumes like a tidal wave Life getting too much for me Try to conceive What pain has to leave For me to feel like I have a means A way to be and a purpose of breath What more is there now How much of me’s left? Don’t want to stay But don’t want to give up Can’t I close this window And make the jump? Try as I might Something doesn’t want to fight Finding no need to care Misery not letting me dare Open my bleary eyes With my mask torn away No chance for disguise But no chance for my old self to stay Watch as my smiling ghost floats Haunts every second, it knows; Sends a shiver trembling as it gloats It knows what it stole [comments] => 3 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 48 [informant] => faffeee [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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