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[aid] => Mick
[title] => Thoughts of Self
[time] => 2003-07-05 13:35:00
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[bodytext] => Hard outer shell impervious to advancement. Layer upon layer, years plus years built up self-hatred. Life lived on a single level. Disallowing others to enter, for fear of the rejection that is sure to follow. A mask, cold and heartless. Showing only gray. True colors bottled up. The rainbow that is me, trapped, choking, struggling to escape. Fear and self-loathing, guardians of my pain. So many think me heartless. God and few others know the truth. I have a heart. Boundless love and deep compassion reside in me. Yet I am too cowardly to reveal it. I feel a change coming. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 161 [topic] => 25 [informant] => Snakewriter [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => MiscPoems )
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