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Array ( [sid] => 22130 [catid] => 1 [aid] => Mick [title] => Why I need ana.. [time] => 2003-08-20 08:05:00 [hometext] => For all those girls and those few guys out there that know what this means... [bodytext] => Everyday is the same routine
I hate myself, I hate eating
Everyone knows something is wrong
But they deny it and act as if nothing is going on
I am my hardest judge
I do know that,
When I look in the mirror
I critique very carefully
Check for 2 hip bones
Pushing out my flesh
Better have a sunken stomach
Or else I'll be *****
Have to count the ribs
There better be more than one set
And the rest of me
Well..I think there's been enough said
I try my hardest to keep in control
But sometimes my body takes over it all
I go to the kitchen and binge on a roll
Or sometimes worse,
I'll eat till I'm full
When I can't escape eating
Around other people
I politely excuse myself
And head to the restroom
I bend over the toilet
And there I purge till I drop
It's loud and disgusting
And I'm afraid I'll get caught
But it's worth it all if I drop all my weight
Sometimes I wonder if this is really worth it
But just when I think that
A fat lady walks by in her size 20 jeans
And I know just why I do this
I don't want to become like that unsightly scene. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 159 [topic] => 48 [informant] => lostforgood [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
Why I need ana..

Contributed by lostforgood on Wednesday, 20th August 2003 @ 08:05:00 AM in AEST
Topic: EmotionalPoetry



Everyday is the same routine
I hate myself, I hate eating
Everyone knows something is wrong
But they deny it and act as if nothing is going on
I am my hardest judge
I do know that,
When I look in the mirror
I critique very carefully
Check for 2 hip bones
Pushing out my flesh
Better have a sunken stomach
Or else I'll be *****
Have to count the ribs
There better be more than one set
And the rest of me
Well..I think there's been enough said
I try my hardest to keep in control
But sometimes my body takes over it all
I go to the kitchen and binge on a roll
Or sometimes worse,
I'll eat till I'm full
When I can't escape eating
Around other people
I politely excuse myself
And head to the restroom
I bend over the toilet
And there I purge till I drop
It's loud and disgusting
And I'm afraid I'll get caught
But it's worth it all if I drop all my weight
Sometimes I wonder if this is really worth it
But just when I think that
A fat lady walks by in her size 20 jeans
And I know just why I do this
I don't want to become like that unsightly scene.




Copyright © lostforgood ... [ 2003-08-20 08:05:00]
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Re: Why I need ana.. (User Rating: 1 )
by jaeann on Wednesday, 20th August 2003 @ 11:12:38 AM AEST
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really good work.........you've captured the distorted image staring back.........


Re: Why I need ana.. (User Rating: 1 )
by tease_whizz on Thursday, 2nd October 2003 @ 06:23:21 AM AEST
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a truely honest and emotional write. i hope you can find the strength to overcome this - its not impossible, though it may seem like it sometimes. keep writing, art saves. Kate x




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