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[aid] => Mick
[title] => The Death Noose
[time] => 2003-10-01 09:35:00
[hometext] => I just wrote this now after getting into a fight w/my older sister(she's 20!) who then lied 2 my parents which got me introuble again......I always felt @ peace when I thought about taking my own life...but I am okay!...don't worry everyone!!
[bodytext] => I miss feeling that noose around my neck, To me these times were my best, My life has had enough, I'm constantly the diamond in the rough. I hate feeling like the black sheep, And the one that doesn't belong, Constant altercations, Which in the end make me wrong. Tired of being hated for who I am, I wish the noose would get tighter, My lungs no more to expand. Tired of trying to keep my feelings in, My tears constantly feel like a sin, I feel like a coward to cry, And through all of the confrontations, I wish I would have just died. But it all comes back to the same situation, Counting down the time, On whether or not my life I should be erasing. I cry out to Heaven to save me, But no one answers my call, A hang my head in defeat, Too scared to end it all. I'm six feet from the edge and I'm thinking, Six feet is too deep for my head, So I gain control, Through my tears I shed. I know if I tighten that noose and take my last breath, Peace I will find, Through my sucidial death. I'm already drowning in my misery, The bright lights I can see, But there too far away, They'll never come to me. So I sit here with this neverending desire to end it all, I forget my thoughts and tighten the noose around my neck, And feel myself fall. Heather Marie Hutchins [comments] => 2 [counter] => 460 [topic] => 13 [informant] => HedderMarie [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 14 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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