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[aid] => mick
[title] => PROFESSIONAL HELP
[time] => 2003-11-05 19:52:30
[hometext] => I wrote this one the week that was the deciding factor for me to go to rehab. I was basically crying out for help.
[bodytext] => Five days of dismal, disillusional thoughts, feelings and actions Setting me off down a shameful spiral of destruction When will it stop no one can be the judge So I take one more white pill since theres no exit off the serpent like, sinister, selfish spiral Maybe one more just maybe it can speed up the destruction From destruction comes reconstruction God I need you, I need you, I want out of this hellish, evil, demonic world I'm in These addictions I'm chained and bound by are to tight I'm killing myself Oh lord my mighty God I beg for mercy I dont want to kill myself and I still feel like I'm gonna die at any second [comments] => 1 [counter] => 165 [topic] => 21 [informant] => justinblue [notes] => (edited by mod_7 for minor spelling) [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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