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[aid] => mick
[title] => 1X׺°(untitled)º°×X1
[time] => 2003-11-23 14:37:33
[hometext] => .,.,.,.,.,.,.,.
[bodytext] => xXx The moment i started to live was the moment i started to die yea and you people wonder why i cry and it doesnt help for all the anger and resentment i have towards myself at times i just want to run and hide just sit in a dark corner and hope that i will go unnoticed for all of eternity or i hope this is not the real me all the pain in this life of my is not worth my time i had not done any harm to others so why do people bring so much hate down on me this cant be the way my life shall be it must change quickly without a doubt but how can i change my life when im to afraid to leave my corner of the dark if i would leave im sure i would run into all kinds of emotions that i dont want to feel once again id rather get sentenced a life time till death in jail for i do not want to feel the emotions or maybe i could even commit suicide to let others feel the emotions i once felt and the emotions i was afraid to feel again this is not the way i really want to be dieing away in the corner all pent up with no emotions for that is now my greatest fear and theres nothing worse than being afraid of your emotions because thats jus like being afraid of yourself and theres no way you could live like that but everyone knows im gonna try and if i dont make it that way i will just rot away and die than rather to face those emotions i fear so greatly id rather die and let those people hate me xXx [comments] => 1 [counter] => 162 [topic] => 48 [informant] => echomywurdz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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