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[sid] => 29476
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Have I Lost Myself
[time] => 2003-12-16 02:52:33
[hometext] => all poems i write are related one way or another to alzheimers, a tragedy all need to be aware of
[bodytext] => my emotions run amok no one is there i am badgered constantly relentlessly they know not where they are who they are my tears flow i cannot defend myself have i lost myself somewhere in the shuffle the assault begins as constant questions nonstop they never remember the answers given suddenly you scream I ALREADY TOLD YOU you dont feel better instead you feel worse have i lost myself somewhere in the shuffle i try to regain control of my senses no luck somewhere in the shuffle i am lost there is always concern about respit you need it but you know if theres no money theres no respit have i lost myself somewhere in the shuffle the mind loses inself between here and there and nobody can understand how it happened noone wished to take the blame or accept the reality how many caregivers in this world are all alone have i lost myself somewhere in the shuffle [comments] => 2 [counter] => 228 [topic] => 39 [informant] => maryetta [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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