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[sid] => 29673
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => alteration of the mind.
[time] => 2003-12-18 14:48:40
[hometext] => sometimes when you are chemically enhanced, your mind begins to wonder. you feel so depressed about your current state of being that you want to put it down on paper.
[bodytext] => As I drink, sip on my liquid, I wonder what it means. All of it. As I begin to feel intoxicated, I wonder some more. I begin to have black and cloudy thoughts, images appear many, and very scared I am of myself. What is this! Happiness does not belong here! Get out of this cycle! Mixture of intoxication and emotion vitalize my mind now. I do not know which caused me this suffering, but I enjoy it. Blank walls and white lights cloud my vision, and I feel faint, that is all it is now. They can never tell me now, what happened that night. For I am at once forgotten. Nothing but a statistic. And my name will live no where, neither here nor there. Then I awaken. . [comments] => 1 [counter] => 252 [topic] => 49 [informant] => apollo [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => mystical )
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