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the erotic art of freezing your lover to death pt.2
Contributed by
Cancer
on
Wednesday, 7th January 2004 @ 12:33:35 AM in AEST
Topic:
LostLove
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so strange
i...i can't remember
he was there
at the bar
so many drinks
everything was spinning
my head was heavy
yet floating
then heavy breathing
i couldn't move
felt like i was gonna be sick
so close to waking
but i couldn't
and now
everytime i open my eyes
he's there
sitting by the bed
leering at me
now and then
he'll ask if i need anything
but mostly he's silent
except when he giggles
sometimes i close my eyes
just so i don't have to see him stare
he must think i'm asleep after awhile
because he starts to touch me
never harshly or painfully
just gentle caresses
that almost feel....good?
i was almost into the whole setup
until i saw the camera
it's ever-present, mechanical hum
the probing, unblinking eye of the lens
the way he won't turn it off
when i have to use the bedpan
how long have i been here?
how much longer will this last?
i can't take this much longer
i've gotta figure out a way to...
maybe i can swallow my own tongue
or maybe i can choke on the food
or maybe it won't work
and i'll be here
tied to this ****ing bed forever
his eyes aren't quite as fixed on me as usual
almost as if he's lost interest
almost as if he...
were made of blue
........
made of blue?
the food tasted so batter tonight
no no, not batter
bitter
he...he most of slipped me some tongue....
no no NO
he must have slipped me some...
some
some pills
oh god
oh god
oh g.....
warm air
rushing onto my breasts
my bare breasts?
my mouth is so dry
it's like....
wait, why am i sitting up?
where am i?
still can't open my eyes
barely able to stay conscious
i hear the ding of an open car door
then it slams shut
blowing in an icy blast of wind
then just the hum of the heater
my door opens and the cold is more real
the wind whips across my naked form
chilling me
my eyes finally open
a small clearing in heavy woods
headlights bathing the clearing
with an artificial glow
he pulls me gently from the car
i huddle instinctively to his chest
so cold
carrying me to the middle of the clearing
the pills still too heavy in my head
can't understand why we're here?
he places me on the ground
my breath catches as the ice and snow
bites into my legs
trying to stand
but still too hazy
barely notice as he locks a chain around my ankle
he carries off the other end
but i'm too busy trying to stand to care
finally able to awkwardly rise
he smiles, and for a brief moment
i feel a doped up version of hope
then a lightning strike of his hand
i fall, hand in hand, with hope
shivering
my skin turning blue
pills wearing off quick
oh god i'm gonna die out here
my tears, cold on my face
as i watch him drag bucket after bucket
out of his car
dropping snow into the water
he stoops beside me
his hands like ice
crawling all over my body
touching me
touching me....
i hope that
if he rapes me
he at least kills me first
he kisses me
and for a moment
i almost forget where i am
almost
he stands and my eyes fall
staring at the snow
wondering what i'd done to deserve this
wondering how i...
then he dumps the ice water over my head
everything goes white
i don't even feel the cold
i just feel dizzy
my heart beating way too fast
i can hear a low murmur
like secret voices
coming from all around me
some, coming from inside me
it's so peaceful
the white
the numb
it's over
then the numb fades
and the burning sensation of the water begins
i scream
it's all i can do
i just scream and scream
until i feel something snap in my throat
spots appear
everything seems bright and unreal
i try to scream again
but all i can produce
are watery whispers of agony
something warm
on my lip
sliding down my chin
i look up and his face is dead
he's staring at me with glazed eyes
silently mouthing words i can't understand
then he's on me
pushing my wet back onto the ice
sucking my neck
licking my chin
for an instant
i'm choking on my own blood
i want to let go so badly
i want to die
to end this
but instinct takes over
and i cough
spewing the backed up blood into his face
i feel his body jerk sexually
and then his tongue is in my mouth
swirling
taking my blood from me....
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Cancer
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Re: the erotic art of freezing your lover to death pt.2
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by venkat on
Wednesday, 7th January 2004 @ 02:50:40 AM AEST
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| Chillingly beautiful....a great variety.. I enjoyed this poem..venkat |
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Re: the erotic art of freezing your lover to death pt.2
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by loopylou on
Wednesday, 7th January 2004 @ 04:57:47 AM AEST
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| made me feel really really scarred you had a gift for making things seem real |
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Re: the erotic art of freezing your lover to death pt.2
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by bobotheclown on
Wednesday, 7th January 2004 @ 04:39:12 PM AEST
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I found this very disturbing yet at the same time oddly amusing. I'm not sure quite what to say. I don't think I'm gonna sleep tonite.
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Re: the erotic art of freezing your lover to death pt.2
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by jaeann on
Thursday, 8th January 2004 @ 04:50:51 AM AEST
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| i like the point of view......... |
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Re: the erotic art of freezing your lover to death pt.2
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by Cobalt on
Thursday, 8th January 2004 @ 11:36:19 AM AEST
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| This is like the best man. I am just loving this *****. Keep rolling it... Hey if you aren't getting moderated for this wtf am I gonna have to write to be moderated.... I guess I will just have to bump it up a bit... Heh. I can't wait for the next one man my heart jumped when I saw this one. |
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Re: the erotic art of freezing your lover to death pt.2
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by MissTea on
Saturday, 10th January 2004 @ 04:43:32 AM AEST
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I was facinated from start to finish! this is like a horror story being unleashed!
absolutly amazing, incredible!!!
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