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[sid] => 31973
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => After All The Times I Prayed I Would Die
[time] => 2004-01-17 18:52:03
[hometext] => I wrote this piece last night after i came close with deaf but obviously didnt make it because im here today
[bodytext] => It was late that night, no one awake but me and of course people could care less, even my own family as I lied on the floor trying so hard to breath I screamed to my mother for help, almost begging but she didn't come... she mustn't of heard so I reached for the phone trying to see the numbers to dial, but they were all such a blur and after a few trys, the phone dialed through and I gasped to speak, but out came no words so I still lied there, ready to die and confusingly burst into tears, yes I cryed suddenly i managed to say something brief "help!" and to my father this i did speak but he was on the other end of the line, and by the time he would have got to me i would no longer be alive but tonight there was an angel watching over me and after all that time i once again began to breath my life which was just slipping away came back to me to say "todays not your day" I knew that it meant i shouldn't die but still so shook up i couldn't help but cry and after all those days I prayed I would die hopelessly living, crying inside, tonight i realized my life is still not worth it but today was not my day to die but just in case tomorrow is, tonight will be my final...goodbye [comments] => 1 [counter] => 185 [topic] => 48 [informant] => echomywurdz [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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